why.

despite the constant ups and downs of mood swings, and the assumption that i had recently overcome all silliness, i am once again mortally depressed. i still cant quite fathom how this has come about, but again and again it is. so i am resigned to admit it now. so here's to wallowing in self-pity. and regret. and despair. and being negatively dramatic.

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